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seven/nine lives

Here's a toast to the living on the blonde side. Documenting the mild narcissism and nighttime wisdom of a little wise guy living on nine lives. Selected essays and fiction. 

Timea is a fiction writer, critic, and social researcher. She completed her doctorate in Social Policy at the University of Oxford in 2021. She currently resides in Belgrade, Serbia.

Weather Forecast

Weather Forecast

And then I met Lu. 

It had been snowing heavily. Sometimes it snows this time of year. On Sunday, Lu and I meet up in our neighbourhood — the little suburb we both know and hate — and set off to walk his frantic tumbling oversized puppy. He takes me to a wood, quite literally a neck of the woods I'd never seen before. It's a little Blair Witch but the snow softens the scenery, the sleet sets the mood. We're stomping through mud: my boots ruined, jeans filthy, hair tangled. He reaches for my hand. The sleet turns to heavy rain and a downpour envelopes us. He slips his arm around my waist and kisses me. (Kisses are revealing.)

On the way home the strangest thing happens: a premonition from a dream materialises. A few days earlier, I had dreamt that Tess and I were walking down a country lane and behind some train tracks and behind a fence there's a rainbow. Right there, behind it all is the end of that rainbow. Tess and I are at the end of it. We pause and stand there staring at it; surprised, terrified, grateful... and yet none of those things. And Lu and the frantic tumbling oversized puppy and I are walking through a football field, the snow melting, the rain subsiding, rays of sunshine emerging through moody clouds and there's a rainbow right there — the end of it right in front of us. 

"I've seen this before," I tell him.

"Where?" he asks.

"I've dreamt this all before."

Everything is here.

Calls for Violence

Calls for Violence

Swimming Lessons

Swimming Lessons